"At the end of this story, I will lose a son. I will do it, initially, by dropping him into a dumpster behind a fast-food franchise on a busy street. I will do it at four in the morning, when the city is asleep. I will do it with Javier waiting in the car, lights off. I will wrap the baby in newspaper and plastic, place him in the cradle of a trash bag, the softest I can find. I will place him as best I can so that he'll be found, while still following Javier's directions to smother him in a bag among other bags—in case he checks my work. He won't be able to blame me for incompetence, I kid myself. At that point, the baby will be five hours old. "
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Also, look at this! I think I'll have to buy this book just based on the cover:
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEieHhyvJHgAb83LZuCX1NdoWMKTSnbDgu1YnAROcEeIpWuVxmfPzz3KAGXCLRysfDMhI5aLYebqpAEySzxOuMKpQ73qOffjB0nX1WbtcxTnnT5DOQ8eZdtZw8AdeoMxHVtd-B1UdTgIQJY/s320/butterfly-face.png)
I love it!